ok so here goes my craziness and emotional state

i give up trying to edit and 'think' before i post........................doesn't work for me.  I'll never post that way!  so, today.....on google talk, which seems to be the best way for my baby, aka husband Billy and I to communicate, our conversation went something like this (I verbally threw up on him so to speak):  him:  "i'm tired and beat down"....me: oh, ok well let me run down the list of nonsense that i deal with daily/weekly/monthly...and this is a starter list...for the next 3 months!

meds for all girls...clonidine, ritalin, concerta, zoloft - times 3 girls

and have to request 'new' scripts for concerta and ritalin each month - controlled substance and all

occupational therapy appointments x3 girls - parking garage, long walk, 2, 3, and 4 year old, fun stuff

psychotherapy appointment x1 - with 2 year old in tow

psychiatrist appointment x3 once a month

teacher chats/calls/issues x3

daycare issues - dcfs paperwork/reimbursement, diapers/wipes

dental appointments x3 (every 6 months but it is in the list of scheduling)

new school transition meetings x1

prek screenings for 2

IEP meeting for 1

kindergarten registration/k - night fun x1

haircuts x2 with 2 year old in tow

hair relaxer x1

plan for vacation - cancel condo g'parents suddenly decide not to go!  

board dogs x3 trips till july

pay all bills

balance bank/checking accounting

get oil changed/check breaks which are locking - not done as of this post HA!

housekeeping/laundry/grocery shopping

organizing/maintaining household

school stuff - snack week x3...classroom food 'prep' x2

dogs - vet appointments

i'm sure i have forgotten tons on the list!!!!

oh...i forgot to mention...acupunture weekly so we can try one last time to have a biological child...me to carry a child...

oh and don't forget, i work outside the house for 3 days each week!!!  and not an easy, no stress, unemotional job....work with early childhood families and special education...

be sure i'll add to the list when i remember/notice tomorrow!  

Billy's response:  "oh...I'll do more"

Yeah...

I feel better just writing it out...