Sunday, March 1, 2009

My Birthday...

So...I got through it...I really don't like my birthday.  This year, it's so many things on my mind...I have often been disappointed on birthdays but this year it was even more.  I'm now 37.  We lost our first of 6 babies through miscarriage exactly 10 years ago.  10 years!!! our child would be 9 this year, September actually...

And, then am I really too old to try one last time?...So many thoughts, so much emotional energy...I just don't know...

But, the day was great!  Cupcakes with the girls, lazy, lazy day and I didn't have to change one single diaper!  YAY!  

1 comment:

The Boss of this page said...

I'm just seeing this post. I'm sorry for the heartache. I'm sorry it's so hard. Hang in there.